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i say, live journal sure is VERY unuserfriendly><
i shall just stick to diaryland
gr
oh i shall paste my entry from dl here
darn i typed a whole long entry but my computer conked out on me-_-
grGR
anw, wrote bout yesterday.
yes yesterday, aj called me up and asked me how i was gonna manage next year(this was on a personal lvl not pb lvl(:)
yeah i thought bout it quite hard, harder than ever before
well i knew that i was gonna survive somehow, but i didnt have any clear action plan
yeah i talked to aj for 3 hours on msn ystd, till 3am, haha yeah havent talked to her in ages and i enjoyed it loads. it meant alot
yeah i told her i didnt know what was gonna happen next year, loads of uncertainties and the only thing i know about next year is that GOD is gonna play a VERY BIG PART in my life next year. i can only trust
my quiet time today came as a very timely reminder. it talked about how the children of Israel walked away from when Moses led them out of Egypt. They left the heavy burden of slavery but they had also left everything stable and predictable they had ever known.
yeah next year for me is gonna be very uncertain, so many things to manage, but what i know that in my difficult-est time, i will rely on Gods strength alone, and not my own, because my stabiilty comes from the presence and peace of God.
to quote daily bread "because He goes with us, we can walk into the unknown future with confidence"
i never walk alone, Christ walks beside me
He is the dearest Friend I've ever known
with such a Friend to comfort and guid e me
I never, no, i never walk alone
oh a totally unrelated note, im thankful for my snrs. esp debbie and junli. yeah i realised that i usually go to them when i need help, rather than my friends. friends give me greatgreat comfort beyond comfort but i think snrs can help me better cos they have better advice(not all snrs though, mostly debbie and junli(: ) its not that i dont trust my friends. come to think of it, i have like a cheer encouragement squad hoho namely made up of grace chan, frankie and nattum. yikais a great friend, but shes a whole different story, she gives me a great advice and but horrid comfort most times. but she has been there when i need her most. yeah
( dedications )i sound like im dying dear me
oh yeah
to GOD thanks for being GOD(: